broken and hurt

Dear god, im having a bad day today, im still full of sadness, anxiety and wondering why :(god, im broken and hurt. I am sad by so many things in my life. especially about myL today. I am shattered. I need your help. I need you to save me, its the reason I send my prayers to you, god!
I know that im full of mistakes, I know that im childish. Im not strong and lame.
all I pray today is that may this day fine without any biggie troubles and everything. I know with You all things will be totally alright. plis god :'''

I could go into more detail about how depressing and sad it is, but I don’t really wanna focus on that.
In those times of struggle and difficulty, where I really don’t feel like I can keep going, I often turn to the Lord, so frustrated and confused and all I can say is, “Dear God.” I often don’t say more than that. Those small prayers, though, are filled with so much emotion and sincerity, that I know He hears me.

actually, i miss you so much, how i miss to talk more with you. only me... and you. but I just needed our-time!
and share everthing and every laugh with you. only you and me...